Thursday, January 25, 2007
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Memories....
Now Playing:
You are my love - Yui Makino
Ame ni nureta hoho wa namida no nioi ga shita
yasashii manazashi no tabibito
Shizuka ni hibiiteru natsukashii ongaku
omoidasenai kioku samayou
Yume wa tobitatsu no chiisa na tsubasa de
omoi no kienai basho made futari de tooi umi wo sora wo koete
Kurai yoru no naka de watashi wo terashiteru
yasashii manazashi no anata ni
aitai...
English
The faint scent of tears on my rain-soaked cheeks...
The warm look on the face of travelers...
The music from our childhood faintly echos in the background...
The memories that I hopelessly try to remember wander aimlessly
That with these wings, launch by my dreams,
Over distance oceans and skies we'll soar, together, to a place where memories never fade.
You light up the way for me in the darkness of night.
Oh, that warm look on your face...
I miss you so much.
Feelings
Posted at 01:34 pm by kenjiu
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Friday, January 19, 2007
Hai blog!~.. Long time didnt move you d... sorry ler >.< me to busy with studies and also maple!~
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hahax post abit of maple after a freaking long time playing =P
Well time to talk about school!~
Its 2 weeks when i started school!~ form 3!~
I hate morning school!!! =.=" well just cant stop it just like that
Well there is 1 spot i love about morning class =D its PRAYER MEETING =P
they have it everyday!~ not lyk afternoon onli 2 days per week T_T...
Ok Form 3 izzent that bad right =P only the maths text book is thick ... but wait it is onli 1 volume not 2 =D nonid forget after volume 1 finish =P cauz i lz pack my bag MUAHAHAH
K!~ there is a change in the CF this year!~ WE can use the classroom at the top!~ which have more space to JUMP!~~~ Wohooo!~
Jump jump!~=P
Posted at 09:38 pm by kenjiu
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Wednesday, October 18, 2006
Back again... well its being a while scince i last blogged.... haiz exam coming soon.... well this thing caught my mind
What does your name mean ??
The Alphabet:
A : YOU'RE A HOTTIE
B : you are loved by alot of ppl
C : you're wild and crazy
D : You have trouble trusting people
E : You are always fun when it comes to meeting
new people
F:People totally adore you
G : You are very friendly and undestanding
H : You have very good personality and looks
I : Love is something you deeply believe in
J : Everyone loves you
K : You like to try new things
L : You always make other people smile when you
smile
M : You are handsome, and sexy
N : your sex is unforgetable
O : You love foreplay
P : You are very friendly and understanding
Q : You are a hypocrite
R: Someone loves you
S : People think you are so sexy
T : You are one of the best in bed
U : You are really chill
V : You are not judgemental
W : You are very broad minded
X : You never let people tell you what to do
Y : you make every experience great
Z : You're Super cool
Whats yours?
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Thursday, August 31, 2006
LOL start with yesterday... slept on 2.30am XP
Put alarm on 7.08... didnt manage to wake up... thanks to sarah who sms me =D... tq for waking me up =D
Wear as chaplang as posible... i wear my chaplang pants and the serve shirt =D
Went there... suprised by people... i think i am the onli 1 chaplang.. When i go there i see people doing stuff... lepak around first... then see stick no2 tek seong come... chit chat la =D...
Then saw ann ee!~... she said hi i replied bye as usual... then she say yee like that la...
=P
Then wen i saw matt... he told me that i am in charge of groudns.... =.=" scince when no1 tell me also.... nehi got la call me wan me become usher...
So help out abit....
Since is only 8 am in the morning... i david and kah weng go do stupid stuff... take the volly ball and want to play basket ball... and end up helping the ushers. =D see we so good... heh!~
Then
We are kinda late like 10 sec XP... wait... before that ... i go help out to the ushers in the flag holding =P... ahahah kesian darren =P suddenly ask to do ahahahaha
Well started!~
Praise and worship start with RUNNING AFTER YOU!~ a song that i never heard for so LONG!~....
Then we have alot more =P one way and so onn....
Then we had to pray for every states... heh!~ david so smart... he lean on the wall while others slowly take the flag... and they gonna die =D 1hour + wei...
Then we had prayer walk =D which my group that is the afternoon group nyahahaha
ours at block flora.... so we had a prayer walk... while the benkel started wif david to open in prayer... then mr jacob start praying for the benkel !!!... then we go to block flora... while mr jacob ask nehe ting go pray.... then joyce pray for the field... then we went at the BACK of block flora... and mr jacob start telling stories... so mablel start praying for the spot at the back of block flora... (I notice that syahmi did the puan sadhana grafiti dont know whateva la)
Then we went to the field..!!!
My field XP... i forgot who prayed for the field... then i end with a prayer and pray for the dewan berbumbung dan berdinding dan berpentas =D
So we went back and... this is the part... where we need to leave with our cf afternoon adviser... brother philip...
Well mr jacob was like... wanted people to speech... i stright say I WANT TO SAY!~...
And mr jacob ask joyce to do also =P
So i was like blur blur then teacher ask me to come out...
So i said...
Mr philip was my moral teacher... When he first come in our class he ask us to introduce ourself and what toothpaste you use which is really make the class intresting...
Then i start talking about him teaching... altought he teach most of crap... but he love to tell stories...
And about prayer meeting..!~ OUR PRAYER HAS ANSWERD..!~ THANKS TO BROTHER PHILIP GAN!~(not married)
Everyday prayer meeting like the morning session
Then i start picking one of his stories... and the end... there is more to talk about him... but i dont want to eat time.. =D
Then is joyce turn...
This time brother philip is 1omega sivik teacher =P i forgot what she said..
Well then rachel start praying for the food
I and few guys rush to the back for food... =P scince we host this event must think of other schools... so we let seafield go first...
I took alot of mi hun, fish ball,fried fish ball,nuggets,sandwich !~
Ele was like woah...
=P
Then is games...
1 2 3 4 5 6....
End up they disbanded 6 and put 5 teams..
The first game is seriously...
Take four people from your group
Which is Vern shern 1 guy which i knew from the dolous trip but dont know the name..
The first two people... nid to take the hulla-hoop and hoop 3 times...
Then go to the chair spin 5 times..
Then go to the cotainer and use your mouth take the ping pong ball from the flour...
Then the 3 and 4th people..
Hulla-hoop 6 times... doubled
Spin the chair 10 times... doubled
But dont need to do the flour =D
AND my team got 1st...
Thanks to me taking my slippers off to bring more grip... which my slippers has broken abit..
Make a slight slip in the begening and take off my slippers go low low and spin round round round =D
Then is a lame game... tie hair...
IF this game got score... i would have won =P
You need to tie 2 ppl all together 30 rubber band... cannot one bundle tie
Then tek seong that team play one bundle...
My hair got 26 rubber band at last...
Then the 2nd person onli 4 =P
Hais pose a bit...!~ take pic =P
Then we go to the next game...
Which i hate it alot...
Eat discussing stuff...
I didnt try last year because i didnt dare to eat.. because i am sure i will vommit...
so this time i drink!~ Bittergourd juice JANG JANG JANG JANG!~... i didnt like it because i dont eat it... i taught is was raw egg yoke with flour... and end up i drank the most =P...
Then is cow blood... OMG!!!... it is seriously... red =P
Then is wasabi sausage =P which they put so little =.="
Then we go for water games =P
1 2 3 all trow balloon
Me and chin hui take pail POUR =P
Then
kena marah for breaking a pail XP
Then we continue play again lalalala
NO1 ever leave this hall DRY... sorry sarah!!! gomenasai!!!....
LOL i wet alot of people =P love to play with water...
One thing funny
I just use my fats and boom tek seong stright fall down to the floor =P
Then everything ended... we nid to clean up help the cf la =P
Then we around 4 finish!!!
Ahh mr jacob give us a ride to ss14 to yum char..
Which mr jacob scared of bump =P
Then we played basketball =P in wet condition...
And david went first..
Then tek seong
Then me =P
Now i at home sitting down at the computer BLOGGING =P
Posted at 07:31 pm by kenjiu
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Wednesday, August 30, 2006
What is love
Love in the dictionary is
1 A deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness.
2 A feeling of intense desire and attraction toward a person with whom one is disposed to make a pair; the emotion of sex and romance.
3 a)Sexual passion.
b)Sexual intercourse.
c)A love affair.
4 An intense emotional attachment, as for a pet or treasured object.
5 A person who is the object of deep or intense affection or attraction; beloved. Often used as a term of endearment.
6 An expression of one's affection: Send him my love.
7 a)A strong predilection or enthusiasm: a love of language.
b)The object of such an enthusiasm: The outdoors is her greatest love.
8 Love Mythology. Eros or Cupid.
9 often Love Christianity. Charity.
10 Sports. A zero score in tennis.
Ok lets start with stories...
One day ken jiu was just walking... seeing A and B together...
A is a gurl while B is a guy...
A is a gurl which is close to me and also B
Everywhere they go they cant leave each other
I tried to play jokes around them...
=.= i feel like... wow how come they can be together ahh...
Well i dont know why nowadays alot people are being together...
Most of my friends end up with a guy/gurl
Example.... A And B
Why they are together?
Well its because A like B but B just chinchai accept....
Well they are having a nice life...But i can see... that B want A As a TOY!...
Who like to be played? such as feelings? personal secrets? everything u dont like
No one likes it
But why are there people who love to play with other people feelings? Nice to play ahh??
Very syok ahh!!! Can be famous??
Why are ther people like this one
Why they cant take love seriously...
I like to be in realationship but my leaders say if you cant handle your emotion or your feelings why must u handle others?
Why must my life... its like not having realationship with the person i love?
Why others can?? Why a guy in my class can fly to other class... why must most of my friend have realationship now? AND THE WORST THING IS....
A CHRISTIAN WITH A NON CHRISTIAN....
Its really hurting seeing my christ sister or brother end up with a non christian...
It is writen in the bible... that we must not yoke with non belivers...
See like David,and a few trustworthy friends of mine... they wait just like me... ok lets take an example...
Kevin Tan Yap Meng... Who agree he is leng chai?Who agree he is cute?Who agree he is nice?
Hmm? guess what he has a girlfriend in other school?? can u belive it?? i also cannot... why he can i cannot??!!~
Another example
Calson tan... currently the most longest realationship ever i seen... MORE THEN 1 year....
I dont know WHY... his life is all about jo ee.... i have ask him this question before ...
Why you dont want to go cf? Why use cf as an excuse to come school pui jo ee...
His reply? SHUT UP LA.... WHAT IS MORE IMPORTANT THEN GOD UNTIL LIKE THIS....
I feel like... a guy which i am close... end up seldom talk to each other.... why? he has no time to hang out with us... i feel so sad because his life is all about jo ee....
Lets take another example...
Bryan chin kim poh
Ren sean has ask the whole 2OMEGA class... and guess what... no1 likes him...
I ask my class.... most of them say they dont like...? Why?
People say he lanci, he yong sui,etc
The first time i met him was at cf camp
When he accepted christ... i felt so happy that a new brother has accept into christ...
When this year... i found out that he is really bringing trouble...
Everytime he comes to girls... he LOVE TO PLAY WITH OTHER PEOPLE FEELINGS.... such as... you know ahh my girl friend is ann ee.... =.=" nice to play ahh....
He has gone up and down and play with this...
Not only this...
He love to play with christianity
Have you ever seen someone do like this
A: Hey why you bring so big cross to school
B: Eyy cannot ahh... I LIKE IT CANNOT ISSIT
A: ...
=.=" look at this situation...
Until now... i dont see anyone with that big cross... but i seen small wan... hardly see wan..
BUT HIS??? ITS SO BIG.... AND MR.ANG Would scold him and he still do it =.=
What so nice with christianity?
Issit jumping around and sing along?
Whats the meaning of christian?
What if there is no such thing as christian?
Having a christian live fun?
From most of my friends..
When they just accept christ... thier first thing they will do is
Having a live forgeting about god...
Walking around saying i am a christian...
Trying to act big in school
Ann Ee told me this
I am so happy that yeh hoong accepted christ...
I felt so sad because i said this... but she take christianity not seriously and she is using for popularity
She replied... at lease she done it
I say again and she just say
At lease she done it... i kept quiet... asking myself why is she keep saying she done it..
She done it i know but she is not taking it seriously...
When i reflacted back last year...
Ann ee told me that... She is like that... until i know the true meaning...
So it takes time for a person know more about god...
When i taught of this... i felt sorry for bryan... i wanted to say....U're doing wrong... but know what... if you have taught about this... i wont be like not talking to you...
But please repent... I dont want anymore of complaine from teacher or friends saying you...
Its like i am hunting you
Lets talk about shaun ang
He is my best brother in christ... take christ seriously... he talk to me alwase... i take him as a best friend that never backstabb me ^^
OK he is having a live that friends make fun of him...
I have this live... but i use force to end it up... i felt seriously guilty... why did i done it...
But his type.. is pray.... i know prayer can be strong...!!
But at school... shaun keep get bullied... That person.. (named K) just non stop joking around with shaun...
He is like wykeith... yes!!! he is annoying... but is it nice to play with people...
I felt weird...
Why he knows shaun problem... but he dont want to shut up and stop making more trouble...
But instate... he make him seriously mad...
I got impress by this part...
He just walk off and dont do anything... and start praying...
I felt seriously impress... WHY CANT I DO THIS ALSO... why must i make it worst... until wykeith got blue black
i felt like... he is a good boy... i want to be like him...
But there is the devil...
There is this guy...
Which is a non christian... in class all bad words and porn come out...
Ok this is coming bad..
One day.. he talking about disco... he like... eyy wan go pub mou at kl... i belanjar...
I go like ermmm.... then joel say got wat nice...
Then he start explaining..
ok... you should know disco got what thing bad lor...
So its like all porn coming out in his mouth...
i felt like... what if i go there and meet my friends... and doing "it"
its not nice seeing my close friend doing "IT"
Haiz...
Then we shall go to Tek tek.. @K@ tek seong bear bear =P
He has a life of leng lui's a life that most of the guys wish.... he is leng chai he is cute he is tall he play basketball he is YENG...
He has alot of girlfriend... he is the guy which is like gangster but not of cause
He has a lot of realationship many times and break up many times... so now he is single =P
Let me ask you... what if your brother or sister know what you doing at school? will you take the risk
But there is a loving girl actually took the risk... Wow... when she toke the risk they end up so nice together.... most of us know is who
Yes... they are happy together... but there is alwase spilt road... alwase unknown road...
So its dangerous if you go to the wrong one...
Happy happy happy happy.... end up... whats love at the end?
What is love to me
Love is not blind
Love never hurts
Love spell L-O-V-E
Love sound like lŭv
Love dosent make ppl sad
Love alwase bring joy to other people
Love is love
Love means caring
Love never hurt
Love is god's love
Love is everlasting
Love is thing that can last FOREVER
Love alwase come into your mind
Love alwase run away
Love alwase dont come in as u expected
Love seriously stupid
Love is important
Love bring family together
Love bring family together
Love bring couple's together
Love bring everybody together
Love bring the world together
Love the 1 you loved
Love the 1 you hate
Love your friends
Love your enemies
Love god!~
Love my father
Love my mother
Love my brother
Love my sister
Love my grandfather
Love my grandmother
Love my uncle
Love my untie
Love my friends
Love my cousins
Love my pet sis
Love my pet bro
Love my crush
Love everthing that i like
What is love to you?
As you look to my header... its being obvious that i want to be loved...
Who dont want to be loved....?
Everyone wanted to be love...
In my life... there is god love parents love and sibblings love and also clost friends love..
But where is my friend love?
Most of my friend now adays... Love to backstab me... Bring anger to me bring revenge to me..
Example..
Lee yang...
He might be the smartest guy in the class.... he love to bully around saying i am not good...
I have prove you that i am good in goal keeping and also better then you in basket ball..
Wykeith...
Love to play with feelings...
Love to bully me... And love to complaine...
When i said he was blocking my view... he said that... THIS IS THE WAY YOU DEFEND...
I ask my bro... how you defend... when the person come in to the circle... onli you pressure??
NO its pressure everywere he go...
And i got blocked... and say you dont know how to keep dont keep...
=.=
See how my life can be... very missrable...
Your life is so nice why must u ruin it??? my life is come with a missrable... i try to make it nice... but no1 supports me..
Me?
Taking 7000kg and standing on 2 needles....
I HAVE WRITTEN THIS BEFORE...
But my life dosent change much..
I heard mr philip story...
story of job...
He come with a rich men background..
And end up the devil destroy everything... but he remain worshiping god... he didnt curse god or whatever but question...
And end up he got bless X2...
I want to be bless... but not suffer....
But scince adam and eve sin... we have to suffer...
I had done many wrong things... but i trying to change...
But why cant u support me as i support you...
Why must u purposly bring sadness to me???
Love it?
Pastor Xrandra said
Love is not forever... its like a lighted match... or a spray....
It is never lasting... but only god's love is everlasting...
In this post... all is about love...
So dont play with love...
Posted at 10:39 pm by kenjiu
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Saturday, August 19, 2006
The week which i dont seem like it
Monday
Just another monday... wake up early... go vjun hse... lepak around... go school...
In school nothing nice but the only thing is nice is pj... we went bball as usual... the Sigma+omega team... which sigma got me ,david, and bobby...( 1 tall,1 short,1 fat)
The omega team contain Kevin (tan yap meng which is a noob XP), Johann (which follow us go bball...)
So we watch the theta fight... theta vs theta... theta 1 got zhengyi, johnny, sze yuen, chan yew which won theta 2 js, ka yong, fariz, kyle i think forget d...
So 11 ball ... thanks to zheng yi which is good in lay up pok foul... so do ka yong.... heh!~... how come they win??? we count extra =P like when is 3-0... david say later we change to 5-0 k then theta 2 scores... 5-1 everybody HUH?? then we say we count wan la... they actually belive... then game point-4.... scare ppl... so theta 1 won because of us.... =D
So we went in...
David me bobby johann... 4 on 4... o yea... kevin didnt came to school....
David sang sei... which means enter we start.... to bad david air ball... 3 point
So theta 1 vs us =P...
We play long long... forget to count score... then js ask us whats the score??? we say didnt count also... then he say 0-0 3 ball... and we won...
Why this year they dont let us pj when no perhimpunan wan... Ang come in and make noise...
Then i went football... come back class later... Then penyelia petang come worr...
So went back class... lucky teacher dont teach =D...
Tuesday...
Just another tuesday... sleep late... wake up late... went to school....
Tuesday is a day which i dont like... sivik 2 period... kh 3 period, recess, maths 2 period, bm 2 period... zzzz.... i am bored!!!!!
Wednesday =.=
Why everyday is lik wake up makan go school come back sleep....
Thursday
Woke up ... this time i just found out that kevin actually got kick out from the house... cant go back... i sponser him RM10 to eat lunch and dinner ... and i ask him to go back la... so its like... we are sharing stories... so we are like blah blah blah... he come to my house and bath since he didnt went home for 3 days... i was like... ayaa kevin.... why did u went cc... ok la now u get kick out... go back la... u know that when u go back u will have another chance... because you have another chance to change... a nice comfart bed.. a shelter...
He go like... i go back open grave onli la... i go like... blah blah blah... then he duwan go at the end... =.=
Went david's tuition... =.= maths confusing percentage...
Friday...
Omg i am late for cf!!!!... cycle cycle cycle fast!!!! reach home take bath fly there...
Phew i reach on time for priase and worship =D
Today's cf praise and worship alot of people.. THANKS SJ SS17!!! WE WILL BRING U WARM WELCOME NEXT TIME.... Today message is all about... making a point... by dont know who from scripture union... so its like hearing testi from ppl graduated from su and come's back for su for a long time... went football after the prayer and last part i didnt hear... then mr ang ask us to stop football.... who cares LOL!~
Bball... 5 on 5... after school =.= i ka yong and few pro players... vs the noobs =P
KK this time i went back late because pui kevin... we share again... and end up his mother let him come back... wow this is fast... i dont know the reason but i felt happy...
Today...
Wat a day of no bball =.= after going cc i kian hui and bobby play then lih shan and his bro come play... then after i play at school hong yi and his bro was there ... won XP
Posted at 07:08 pm by kenjiu
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Wednesday, August 16, 2006
Dead....
Posted at 10:54 am by kenjiu
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Saturday, August 12, 2006
Ever finding how my life going on?? UNSUPPORTED... Why? ... Not only unsupported by BOTH parents, unsupported by MOST of my friends... i know there is still a few people suppoted me... My life now is like... i am standing on 2 needles holding around 7000kg item... when i fall i lose all... Ever had an unsupported life?? thats sux... i supported other people but they left me unsupported.. feel so freaking mad... why must they take advantage trough me! must i be bad only you guys feel happy! fine lor... dont like to support i can trow it all! never like me i can dont like you...I WANT TO BE LOVED GET IT!~
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